It's that time of the year although normally I'd of been away on my holidays first but this year Mommy decided we'd go later cos officially I'm not in school although I like to do schoolwork cos as this always a schoolgirl me I am it's what I'm more cut out for.
I associate this period with all the preparation for returning to school and it heightens the strong emotions around the mismatch of being the age I am on the inside and how people treat you by birth age.
Toss in the gender based stuff from the past and it's a heady rollercoaster of a feeling.
I enjoy now being able to dress more in school girl attire although it can be a little awkward at the door if say the Electricity meter man or parcel person calls and you're fully dressed as you but I guess I have to learn to handle such situations if I'm to just be me.
Schoolwear as in blouses, skirts or gorgeous pinafore dresses are failry simple but smart looking things that do flatter my looks quite well and at least I look more like I really wanted to back then sat behind the desk in class, trying to keep some sort of girl's play going.
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