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don't know why but I picked up from Argos the all new catalogue from a mail order company just started up called Additions, something I've never really bothered with in the past.
Past for some reason seems to be the word because I've been staring at a grey pinstrip skirt for over an hour who looking at myself in the mirror as it looks a bit like a part of a posh schools uniform and I keep on thinking about what it was like.
This is it, about 18 inches in length with a small side slit, not a million miles removed from a high school or private collage skirt.
I want it even though I'm not sure quite why other than this experience feels good to me so I filled out the order form and attached a cheque anyway.
I'm away again before I start studying for a course in a few weeks time at work and today I caught a bus to Caernarfon - the 5X - from where I'm staying to visit the Castle built by King Edward.
I find vacationing very peaceful with the idea of packing and unpacking reminding me of the rituals of the boarding school I attended and indeed seeing the local school children in their uniforms brings it all back to me.
We visited the shops, a tea room and had a meal out although later on he had to fight off the Seagulls after your Ice Creams and other food.
It's vacation time for me.
We went here, at least in part cos I have a childhood fascination with slate and also cos I like the fresh air loads.
This is the entrance to the main cafe and shop of the museum where you can get tickets to go underground to the slate mine where it's extracted from. Mommy and I have tea and biscuits but all of a sudden I'm feeling like I'm nine or ten wanting to hold her hand for security.
They even have an old fashioned sweet shop on site too and it reminds me of the times I bought sweets in the same way way asking for them and the shop owner making you a bag of them up.
In the background are the mounds of slate from the past and in the foreground a rail line and steam train used to transport slate at the time.
It's a special day for me but I'm thinking about something else today, something I read stories about when I was younger, Unicorns, and I think this drawing is very apt.
Recently in my role as school governor and very important Councillor here, I spent the day with our school children aged 8 thru 11+ celebrating 50 years of the Queens reign in the UK and British Commonwealth culminating in buffet lunch out of doors plus dancing in the afternoon. As is usual at this school they had their blue sweatshirts and grey trousers or skirts on although some girls had the blue Gingham summer dresses on.
Part of my role was open the event and present the children with their badges commemorating this great event in our Country. The curious thing was though I wanted to change roles and be the school pupil instead.
A lot's been happening with my since the last few entries and trying to take my mind of this weeks terrible events in New York I went to tidy out my draws only to find books from my childhood and puppets that somehow made it between the bits of stuff from my so-called adult life. I say so-called cos it just seems to me to be fraud, an attempt to be something that somehow I just don't feel and with our attempts this week to help our schools kids (I'm a Governor) thru this business it's hit me hard emotionally.
Those books and puppets are staying and I'm gonna read comics to get some peace from all this mayhem.
I feel I need the peace others are trying to give them.
A few years back in the early days of the compact disc, a series of discs was issued but seemed to disappear rapidly off the market that was most desirable
That series Big Hits and Hard To Find Classics on Motown records, did what the title suggested for once giving us a few big hits by artists poorly represented on cd and adding shed load of recordings that having appeared once on 45, only made the very hard to find compilation albums like Motown Memories or Big Hits retrospectives series all gone in todays cd world.
On July 17th the British arm of Motown put out a re-issue - well almost a full re-issue as Eddie Hollands Jamie couldn't be found from the original volume 2 - of the original three cds that made it possible for me and a few few others to expand our Motown on cd collections following on from the re-issue of the UK Motown Chartbusters sets and the Hitsville USA box sets.
As a number of these tracks were from albums friends had or were played on the radio I'm delighted to hear them anew minus any scratches and other wear.