Lingerie time [Pre-blog]

I was busy working today and had some time to kill before I left for home.
This thing has been bugging me for decades certainly past being 12 and it's why for all my gender issues and the rubbish I've endured, have I never actually gone out and bought myself lingerie? Is it that I'm just too embarrassed to be seen looking through the displays and to be holding them at the sales counter, like if someone I know just happens to see me?
Darn it, I want to know so today I actually and deliberately walked into a high street lingerie store and with the aid of the female assistants bought myself several pretty pairs with bows on, nothing really hot, just regular pretty to wear under my slacks while I'm in vanillaville.
The funny thing was I didn't phaze the staff out and and they made me feel comfortable during the whole time.

Exercise [Pre-blog]

Today I came back from being out with my family but they'd no idea what I had in a bag cos I carefully dodged bumping into them in the store. It was a  proper blue WRNS A line hard wearing pleated P T skirt to wear instead of shorts that had been my to go clothing of choice for a fair time but I feel like a change now and as my folks are out more I can do this.

Observations [Pre-blog]

It's another year and I'm at another place where a couple of colleagues have noticed something, namely I'm wearing children's clothing such as branded  t shirts and the like. It's not that they're picking on for it  but they do know cos they know the store where I get it from and while I can rationalize it by saying it's the right size for me which is true as I have child's figure still and adult clothes just don't hang right on me with the proportions all wrong, it's also true I feel more like a kids still, something I've felt like for eons now as all my peers feel older and grown up.